The Rabbit's Hole

did the tittle caught ur eyes?.. lol...hey guys.. i just realised that my blogs updates are approximately around 2 to 3 posts in a month so i thought that why don't i updates more frequently while i still have loads of time to waste...  but the big problem is i don't really have anything to post on...  so... what should i post?hm....
i'm thinking bout posting my not-so-pretty artwork here but the absence of scanner stopped me from doing it... i just decided i'll tell ur the whole story on how i got stalked on the first place and what happen next.. but since it happened long ago it won't be that detailed la...

okay.. here it goes... i remember that it happen when i was 15.. it was the year which we have to sit for pmr for crying out loud! it happen when i went to the cc near my house... for what?! (on9 la)... well... at that time the pc at my home was broken beyond repair dh so terpaksalah pegi cc.. well.. it should be no harm since it is near my home.. ask liyana? it was close rite?... back to the story, since nothing bad ever happen i always went there like one a week or so.. not untill on day a freaky guy suddenly sat right next to me! seriously! it was super creepy! he sat right next to me like he had know me forever... and talked to me.. of course i was hell scared but i couldn't bare to ignore him.. i'm such a nice person u know?... so just layan je la... but deep inside i was like "somebody please help me! hitsugaya!!"( masa tu tgh gila kt hitsugaya toushirou from bleach..skang ni pun masih suka.. hahaha).. i didn't realised that he saw my name when i was signing up for something that i couldn't remember what untill he called me by my name(freaky!) ... i was really scared by that time!... i quickly stopped doing whatever i was doing that time and said nicely to him that i want to go home.. he then wants me to promised him to see him again at that place tomorrow.. i was really freaked out but since i am such a good actress i came up with an excuse using a very convincing face... but then he offered to walked me home?!!! WTF???!!!! i refused it(nicely la cause again.. i'm a very nice person.. n who know what the hell he might do to me if i rejected his offer rudely, he's a psicopath afterall).. but he insisted and walked beside me untill i got home! SHIT!!!( now he knows my home... super shit!).. eversince that he'll come to my house looking for me every single day!!!!! i was so damn scared that i didn't even dare to go outside... sometimes he'll be looking for me somewhre else.. not too mention he actually came to my house at raya!! super creepy rite? it happens for month n month( i think those previouse post bout him stalking me for just 3 month was bullshit! i was much longer when i think bout it!)... i was so depressed u know?... at last i couldn't stand it anymore so i told him to stay away cause i already have a boyfriend n he'll kill him if he dare to come near me again( it was a lie of course cause i never had a bf)... i worked for a couple of days but then he came back looking for me again... even my big sister was freaked out! shit! she was more freaked out than i was!... but somehow he stopped stalking me.. after a long time torturing me la... sigh,, i dunno what or why.. but i was glad it was over...